It’s 2022… and you know what that means.
More posts at random intervals on semi-arbitrary topics written purely for the enjoyment of the process you say? Ha, wrong again… well, I mean probably right but first…
It means it’s time for another poetic reflection. The Lord taught me many things over the last year, and one of those things has been my desperate need for Him to reform my desires, to cause me “both to will and to work for his good pleasure” (Phil 2:13, ESV). This is my prayer for this year, that he would continue that refining process, changing my affections to reflect His, that I would hunger less after the things of this world and more for the things of His kingdom. I pray that he would do the same for you, and hope that you had a blessed Christmas and New Years.
I Need the Will of a Woman
I need the will of a woman, Not the will of a wisp. I need the want and the strength to do, like Ruth did, The thing I’m called to.
I need the Word, sung and sewn in my heart by the “Great Gardener”, Who will change my will. Would that he would. Would HE so that I could Walk on The Way that is narrow, And plant the seeds he has placed in my hand.
My shepherd knows all of my faults. He knows that I strive and fumble and fall. He knows my will is the worst of them all, And it is a wisp.
It is a whim that blows only one way, And that only against. It tantalizes, teases, whispers delights, But they are always fleeting, And always come at the price of blood.
I need the will of a woman like Mary. “Let it be unto me as YOU have said.” And let my will be dead. Let my will be yours, And your will be done.
Give me the will of a woman. Like Lydia who with her whole household sunk Beneath the water and then rose up, And left her old desires there in the sea, To follow her Jesus to the cross, To count every other thing as lost…
For the sake of Christ, May He renew my mind, And give me The will of a woman of GOd.